In nowadays, the word fear or the fact to feel fear to anything or get to move in a high volumen of confusion, is sadly something very frequently, sometimes it recognised through of great impact but in other occasions, so honestly most of them, is when the silence appear to show a length of information a priori as small as an ant but in the same time are the most relevant aspects to bring the neigbour to other human and emotional state that therefore in some way doesn’t justly make our job easier but also get to cast off all the ropes that keep the human being sticks up in a security that will never come up.
Fear or talk about the fear is long through of all varieties, factors and movements that has around of itself, sincerely to be honest with all you, is show out a little bit more about me, if you want, then could point it out as a kind of self-marketing, but as have said above, but about all if you have known me on person or follow with interest my publishing on the social networks, here I am to bring all that much more far away and in that times we need that as soon as possible.
The fear right now on my person is absolutely nothing at all, I am totally ready to face up with whavever kind of pain, situations without classifying in any kind of range, that included even the most several and extremes that you dear reader could arrive to imagine on your brain, so repeat one more time with total insistence I AM READY TO FACE UP whatever kind of issues.
As have said many times, right now on my way to receive my 39 ray of the sunshine, about that there is on its back 39 years exposed to brutal extrems situations where between the 15 years old to the 33 years old the job that have developed about psychology terms must never be object to any kind of argue at all, that in fact everything have come up through of the value of curiosity but about all to dedicate the time to find the answers and never about the questions, a small detail but that is super relevant, now that the questions always are making from the ego, so will protect you from an irreal situation that will demand you a power stupid waste of the time.
” On tennis the analysis of the match very often are really poor, practically using the same scheme, a fake feeling of reliefing and then come back to begin again but never a way that show something different, where the tecnology has come to shake everything up but without any kind of ordering nor ability of senses on, with the consequences on fire to whatever corner on. “
Right, follow on my context, to be honest, also I don’t fucking care that other people can be thinking about my person or that will think later on, or that others as are happening on the tennis world, because barely someone have come to my person to know it are saying between them ” Don’t go for this way, don’t pay attention to him…..bla bla bla, etc…”, so they prefer to take a rowing to paddle a boat but without know to where are going to address on, just follow a corrent that move the chance to grab something through of some kind of interest, so always will bring stuck FEARS, TENSE, NERVOUS,..etc.. but will never bring the feeling of FREEDOM, RELAXATION, AUTHENTIC FEELING OF FUN, and about all the facts, a honest and fair interest to a COMMON GOOD, or at least the intention to place out a small personal grain that honest is able to make the next two issues:
- Have a self-criticism to oneselves to offer a state conscious that move the information from unconscious to the conscious but that is always beginning from the unconscious. Means Love our VULNERABILITY between other many factors and facts that would have to analys in and on.
- A total clarification about the context where the ranges of identification should never be over the context, means the fears grab the situation to tremendous lack of personal tools that make wide a amazing field of life.
The fear to the love or the adversion, the fear to the indifference (remind that that value is together with the habit the worst serious issues that a human have to attend, even are over the ego), the fear to lost the job, the fear to have my account on zero incomes, the fear to sleep on the street (nothing new on me, a great impact was to see the stratford centre full of homeless sleeping there while cross the shopping centre to go to my home at 4:00am after my job), the fear to speak on public, the fear to make the redicolous in front of the people, the fear to show my body just as it was born up, the fear to see the people laughing about my person while are understimating my person, the fear to the failure, the fear to be a winner, the fear to find myself in the middle of an Ocean or a Desert, the fear to feel a lot pain, the fear to the loneliness (Remind that well accepted is our best weapon to whatever way of the development), the fear to be stuck in a cave or other very narrow situations, the fear to show out all who I am,…etc… (and the all kind of fears that your brain can imagine)…..
ABSOLUTETLY I DON’T HAVE ANY KIND OF FEAR TO ALL THOSE FEARS THAT HAVE MENTIONED UP AND THE REST THAT GUESS, HAVE BEEN ABLE TO FORGET MANY OF THEM ON…. I AM READY AS MY FACTS AND MY STORY OF LIFE CAN GIVE A GREAT FAITH OF THAT, BUT ARE YOU READY TO GO THE OPPOSITE WAY OF CURRENTS ABOUT THE CHOICES AND FACTS ON? !!!.
I am really hard man, a inner that has been really worked through of the base more important, our root and through the live wirth the extremes and ordinary situations from variable points of perspectives, and that man is able to do whatever thing that is comming in the middle of his way and of course goes over any hindrance that cross it on; like that as also to be clear that if I am an hard man, an authentic warrior, never means that I am a stubborn or someone with who make whatever kind of convivence wasn’t an option to get a chance at all, sincerely, face to face, is absolutely the opposite that go to ressume in the next sentence:
” I am a untypical guy, right, also will not be the most faster guy of the planet or even who more psychal force could have right now, however if that can say with absolute calm and security, that I am one or maybe the most inner strong human being, as also about agility mental, but it should never considered as absolute truth, because there are not any power of reasoing to impose out, just to develop those have inside as can be able to apply about our environment.”
As said in recently post, LOVE OUR FEARS and UNDERSTAND them are great part of that amazing formula that through their steps for the path of HAPPINESS. Let me to remind you the formula:
INDIVIDUAL FREEDOM (consciouness about it) + Vulnerability (love her) + Lonely (Understand its place on) + The Fears ( FACE TO FACE against them, Love it process) = THE PATH OF THE HAPPINESS…. because is when know to balance our body up and down through of both ways that life will give us without going unbalanced to any kind of peaks.
Reminder, next article you will see my next steps on that address to other phases…
ALWAYS PURE TENNIS!.
FDO. CARLOS AZUARA AGUADO.